So, yeah...got rid of the Facebook. It has been nothing but trouble for me. It started with my sister and my husband's ex-girlfriend battling on my profile, only to have my husband's ex tell me that she hoped I was 'tortured every day for the rest of my life and that I was an immature brat'. This is when the arguement had nothing to do with me, other than the fact that it was on my profile. Oh, and in case any of you are wondering, she and my husband have a son together, so I do care what she thinks about me.

Then, I continued to recieve nasty emails from several people, ones that stressed me out and made me cry when my husband and other people told me just to ignore them.

And finally, I have had people calling me telling me to change my status because they didn't like it.

I have had nothing but trouble on that site, so I decided it would be for the best if I got rid of my account. That way I wouldn't have to deal with it anymore. I thought about getting rid of my LJ and my website too, but no one has ever been mean to me on LJ. You guys are all cool. I still don't know about my website. I'm just pissed.

On the upside, I got my Halloween costume. It's the first time I have ever gotten a sexy one. It's a devil costume with a red dress that is super short and has a tail attached. I also have a pair of horns and matching red fishnet thigh highs with little pitchforks on the top of the thigh highs. It's really fun and I feel really pretty wearing it.

Hi all,

I've been totally off the map since last Tuesday. I'm SO damn sick. We don't know what it is, although I have every single symptom of the swine flu. I don't buy into all that jargen the media is dishing out about it - basically, if I get sick, I'll take precautions to get better. Every single day it seems they are spelling out more doom and gloom about it. I mean, yeah, it's dangerous to certain parties, but that is true of the regular flu as well. I feel bad for doctors right now, can you imagine all the people who are simply scared and not sick?

Either way, I had tickets for Marilyn Manson last Tuesday, who I was super excited to see, and couldn't go. I woke up in the middle of the night freezing cold, but covered in sweat. Terrible fever. It broke in the morning and I went to work, all was well, and I went home that night. Again, I woke up with a fever. It stuck around, along with a gazillion other horrible symptoms, until Saturday. Let's bear in mind that I had two projects and a forum post to do for online school, in a class where the teacher is a heartless woman. On Saturday, I got up and started working, but my husband came over and touched my back about two hours in, and I was burning through my shirt. Again, I was laying down, not able to get up. There was that head pain where you can't lift your head cuz you cry, it hurts so bad. On Sunday morning, it broke again and I finished ALL my work.

Monday crawled around and I woke up unable to swallow, my throat was so sore. I could swallow, but it HURT. I slept until noon and then went to work for a half day. Last night, my husband broke into a fever. Ugh, I feel like crap again. I'm hot and cold and sore and all this other stuff. I did call my doctor, but he said it was a virual thing that could only be helped with your typical stuff. I basically have to burn it off. So here I sit at work, perfectly still, my throat sore, causing my head and teeth to do that sinus pain. I hate the flu. And now my husband is sick, so I feel really bad about that too.

In case anyone was wondering where I was...

I love this. My stepson just came back from visiting his mom in Denmark and told us that he had watched some show every night when he was there for three weeks. What was it? Supernatural. He insisted on getting all the DVD sets and watched the remainder of season one on Saturday. I find that just awesome and kudos to Denmark for showing that much Supernatural.