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28 October 2010 @ 10:37 am
Goodbye, Cruel World...  
I'm having so many moods running through me I may be going crazy. However, I am glad that I waited until now to post this because it would have been much darker had I posted it say, last night.

First, some people on the Internet are total pricks. I know this goes without saying, but for God's sake, have some fucking manners at the very least. You know who you are too. If you're questioning yourself, you're not the ones I'm pissed at. Trust me, you would know. I'm to the point of wanting to actually dismantle my whole website. I haven't been like that in years since I dealt with a major case of video theft. But I find it rather sickening that my hobby, something I do for fun, is causing me stress in my life. That just shouldn't be.

Onto better topics, we saw Roger Waters last night in Saint Paul. Third time I have seen him on this tour and I am considering going to London next summer to see him there. We decided to spend good money on the home show, so we had sixth row seats. It was awesome, aside from some people who really cannot hold their liquor. I mean, I drink at shows, but I at least keep it in check. And I don't get obnoxious. Usually if I drink too much at a show, I just sit down and mellow out. That isn't the case with everyone. But the show was awesome. If you have a chance to see it, go.

And finally, I just got back from my latest job interview. It's for a senior accountant and starts me at near triple what my salary is now. So even though I wouldn't be, I would feel like I was living like a king if I got it. I would be so happy because I would love to be able to come home and tell my husband that I could take care of us and we could actually pay for the damn house. So wish me some luck if you would. It went well, but as anyone knows, job interviews are so nerve-wracking. It doesn't matter how nice the interviewer is and this girl was just great. It would be further from home, but it would be worth it.

I don't know what the future holds. I may take apart my site, I may get a new job, I don't know. We will see.
I feel: stressedstressed
I'm listening to: KQ Morning Show Podcast
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Lady Mansonladymanson on October 29th, 2010 01:20 am (UTC)
Thanks so much. :)
aruna7 on October 28th, 2010 04:57 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry about the idiots. *HUGS*

Good luck with the interview!!

*sends hugs and love*
Lady Mansonladymanson on October 29th, 2010 01:20 am (UTC)
Thank you!
Kerri: Supernatural | Brotherskaczurda on October 28th, 2010 04:58 pm (UTC)
Wishing you the best of luck! Crossing all my fingers!!
Lady Mansonladymanson on October 29th, 2010 01:21 am (UTC)
Thank you! I'm needing all the luck I can get, lol. :)
ehlwyenehlwyen on October 28th, 2010 05:05 pm (UTC)


Not having to worry about how you'll pay your monthly bills sounds like living to a king to me too! *hug*
Lady Mansonladymanson on October 29th, 2010 01:21 am (UTC)
Oh, thanks so much. And yes, that would be SO nice!
ar_feinieliii on October 28th, 2010 05:50 pm (UTC)
I hope your job interview went well. I hate those because you can never tell what the other person is thinking.
Lady Mansonladymanson on October 29th, 2010 01:22 am (UTC)
It's nice to know we all feel that way, even the interviewers know that. I have a good feeling though...
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Lady Mansonladymanson on October 29th, 2010 01:22 am (UTC)
Thanks so much!! :)
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Dana: Buffy - If I Knew Myself Id Run Awaydana_chosenart on October 28th, 2010 07:23 pm (UTC)
Crossing everything I got that you'll get this job. Sounds amazing and also very YEAY!! SQUEE!! worthy :D *hugs*

I seriously hope it wasn't my comment asking that you please keep SPN spoiler-pics behind a cut because that really wasn't my meaning. :\
Lady Mansonladymanson on October 28th, 2010 09:30 pm (UTC)
No, Dana, it wasn't you. It was something involving those pics, but it was not your comment. You were polite. Hell, I've had mods be more polite to me than certain particular asses that made me feeling like crying about such a trivial factor last night. Ugh.
Bre: BtVS: Buffy Wash away the painbre2004 on October 28th, 2010 07:48 pm (UTC)
First! *dun dun dun* GOOD LUCK, BREAK A LEG, DO A DANCE FOR GOOD LUCK RAIN! Or whatever, but I hope things work out WELL as far as the interview! And yes! Living like a king meaning you don't have to worry about bills? That sounds amazing to me.

Second, nay, lady, nay. Don't shut down your site. If anything, just go on hiatus. I've done the shut-down-the-site thing many times in the past and I always regret it because I eventually get back into it and it becomes fun again and the people who are flamers and don't realize that you actually don't need their bullshit criticisms disappear (until another round comes, but then you just laugh at them because you've already been through it).

Just remember: PEOPLE ARE PRICKS. Not everyone, but a vast majority of them are walking assholes and you should absolutely just ignore them. Or post what they say on LJ (no names of course) and we will all make fun of them with you! Amber did that once and it was great fun.


... and I'm just now realizing that I never sent you an email about your alternate ending. *facepalm* I iz lame.
Lady Mansonladymanson on October 29th, 2010 01:25 am (UTC)
Thanks for the wishes of luck and the nice words about the site. It's nice to hear from someone else who has a site. I think we all feel that from time to time and it just sucks.
Oh, and feel free to just send me feedback on the ending whenever, lol. Funny story, I got a rejection the other day and it was literally this in an email: not for us
I was like, WOW. Kind of glad you didn't accept me considering your awesome style of not even formatting a simple email. I couldn't help but laugh because it's a literary agency and it couldn't have been less messed up, lol.
Аэниlaiarel on October 28th, 2010 09:20 pm (UTC)
Good luck! Nice work that pays is something everyone should have, imho (especially is it pays)
Lady Mansonladymanson on October 29th, 2010 01:25 am (UTC)
Thank you so much. Oh, your icon is adorable!
Аэниlaiarel on October 29th, 2010 06:02 am (UTC)
Thanks))) Most people like that cat, it's a real cutie)
spikesredqueenspikesredqueen on October 28th, 2010 10:47 pm (UTC)
People can really suck. I'm sorry that they are making you think of taking down your site. You're right, its a hobby it shouldn't be making you stressed. Anything I can do to help? I hope you don't take down your site but I'll understand if you need to. *hugs tight*

Good luck with the job situation!
Lady Mansonladymanson on October 29th, 2010 01:26 am (UTC)
I think I just needed to vent. Getting feedback from people like you always helps, so thank you. :) And thanks for the good luck wishes!