January 24th, 2011

Buffy - buffy ew

The flu sucks...


I'd like to take one year and NOT get a flu style thing that gets me super sick.  I slept until 4:30 today and my head is still killing me.  But I can't lie in bed anymore.  It makes me nuts and I keep having these awful nightmares.

So, my neurologist wants to cut my anti-depressants in half because of some painful side effects.  The thing I don't like about him is that I only see him once a year, so he knows pretty much jack about me.  He thought I was pregnant and couldn't even remember putting me ON the depression pills that I have been on for almost ten years.  He's not a bad doctor by any means, he just never sees me.  I love my main doctor.  He sees me about six times a year and knows everything about me and all of his patients.  He's awesome.  Either way, I won't stop taking my full dosage of ant-depressants. I get horribly suicidal and sad when I don't take them.  My husband can always tell if I missed one.  It's bad.  So I'll either put up with the pain or just take over the counter stuff to counter the side effects.

For those who haven't seen my Facebook, check out my new toy.  I don't really have extra money to spend, but my last PC died on me this weekend.  Luckily, I had backed up everything on my external drive, so I put it on the new one.  

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